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Thursday, April 16, 2009 at 5:33 AM

nothing much todae, i was just the normal. during home ec class, cher not here limmin and xl play with my hair and worse they tie it up and i look wierd. mr tan kk has been in a bad mood recently and scolds our class, but no one cares :) during literature mrs woo was scolding us for not handing in hw on time and it really very unbearable cause the tone of her voice was a bit accusing(dunno if its correct or wrong description) may was the unfortunate "victim" that she prey on, although she doesn't hand in hw in time but she's a real sport and clever too. she was quite upset after lesson and become very emo but after eating chicken chop she went back to normal. so eatin helps in reducing stress!!! i like mr ratish lesson it's so much fun, i think the only subject that i can really enjoy is english, mr ratish can be really serious but he also very funny. i always find myself lookin forward to his lesson. CO people miss a period of english due to full dress rehearshal, wat can i say, the costume look like shit. it like in those olden days they would wear those type of clothes. i really admire xl and chi yao they look nice in whatever they wear. sigh. i definetely not one of those. the Co practice todae was quite fun, jia en and charline were swaying and they were laughing cause itss funny. i felt left out again:( i couldn't really find my place among them, sometimes i really wonder if there is any problem wrong with me???? i'm not that popular and i dun really interact much. in sch people think that i'm the friendly type but sometimes i really wanna be selfish for once and show them the real me. i just afraid that they wont like the real me, i feel so fake. i'm hiding, from reality and it's hurting me so much that i can't breath. i really wan someone out there to find me and show me to the world that is outside, a place where i can really be myself without holding back.

I'll play for you.